Mal

bronchitis

2005-04-08T02:28:39Z

yeah so, i've felt like shit for the past 10 days. i finally went to the doctor this morning, and i have bronchitis. thats cool.

Nothing has really been going on.

Im on the phone with Andrew, and hes yelling at me for not calling the campsite. again. haha

uhm, College is really starting to scare me. and the other night i started crying.

I guess im really gonna miss home after all.

And, im not too crazy about leaving Andrew either, but, we're gonna make it through. hahah

im so gay.

yeahhhhh i have nothing left to say.
i need to get my prom dress.

<33333333

woah

2005-03-09T00:57:52Z

okay, i keep trying to update this fucker, and everytime i do, its been in read-in mode only. stupid lj.

okayyy so. i went to Disney last Wednesday with the Senior class. it was soo much fun. Ive come to realize no matter how old you are, youre still a little kid when youre there. i loved every minute of it.
we all had lots of fun in all the parks. especially Magic Kingdom :o) firework shows are amazing. everything was so beautiful. ohh man. i want to go back. its nice to be able to walk around in shorts and a t-shirt. Disney is the most expensive place ever. i went down with $230, and spent all of it. and we were only there for 4 days. most of the money went towards food. everytime you eat its like, 25 dollars. then the rest i spent on souvenirs.

yeah i think someone stole my calculator out of my locker. fuckers. i dont want to tell my mom cause it was 130 dollars. shes going to kick my ass. im hoping its in my car, and i just havent noticed it. but i doubt it. why would someone do that. it makes me soo mad. i really need to learn the combination.

So, apparently Zach is getting re-arraigned Thursday at 12. i really want to go. ive been thinking about him a lot lately. i just want to give him a hug. i feel terribly for him.

i cant think anymore. i want my calculator back :o(
andrew is the best. haha
thats so random.
i hate snow.
my new job is really cool.
and yeah.
i need to see west babylon people more.
<3

This song makes me Happy.

2005-02-16T03:12:29Z

When the sun came up
We we're sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets
Sprawled across the bed
>And we we're dreaming<

There are moments when
When I know it and
The world revolves around us
And we're keeping it
Keeping it all going
This delicate balance
Vulnerable all knowing

*Sing like you think no one's listening*
You would kill for this
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, You would

*Sing like you think no one's listening*
You would kill for this
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would...

..Sing me something soft,
Sad & delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything..
we're glad for what we've got
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out right in front of us

*Sing like you think no one's listening*
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
-You would-

*Sing like you think no one's listening*
You would kill for this,
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would, you would....

..Sing me something soft,
Sad & delicate,
Or loud and out of key,
Sing me anything..

yeahhh

2005-01-31T03:59:41Z

so, Cheerleadings almost over, and as much as i complain about it, its very sad really. like, its something i've done for as long as i can remember, and its almost over. crazy-ness.

anyway, Yesterday we competed at Freeport. We got second. Im really proud of us, because we have come SUCH a long way! And then our coach did Booty Drop <3 <3 i love Stacy!! hah
West Bab was there. i always forget how much i miss everyone. They were soo cute, they let me come in the huddle and stuff with them...just like old times. i really miss them. They did soooooooo good, and they got robbed cause LICCA sucks balls. They have such heart and they definitely want it bad, and it sucks so much because they really deserve it and the judges keep screwing them over. i love you guys and i miss you!!! dont give up :o)

Tomorrow night i have to go to North Bab high school for this allstar meeting thing...i dunno..but yeah, i cant go to work again.

I need more money...my mom had to pay my insurance :o( im such a failure.

yeah so i really need to work on picking a school. its definitely down to either Cortland or Brockport..i just dont want to make the wrong decision. Theres pro's and con's about each...i really have to make a list or something..ahhh its scary.

this year is going fast ::knock on wood:: and i get lunch tomorrow. haha yay more free periods <3

So we've decided to go to Seaside heights after Graduation. Definitely gonna be ALOT of fun. i cant wait. i keep thinking about it. i might have to leave a day early though..cause my cousins wedding is July 8th. bummer.

oh well..im off
Later

hmm

2005-01-16T22:42:39Z

yeah, soo cheerleading is killing me, but it paid off. yesterday we came in 5th, and qualified for finals. im proud of us. we definitely came a long way since we started. and Andrea is a freak, but i love her hahah

everyone better come to finals...feb 6th at Smithtown high school.

oh, so the other night, half the power went out in my house. so my bathroom and closet have no light, and i cant watch tv. but at least i still have my computer. its getting fixed tomorrow morning.

buuut, yeah i have nothing left to say.

latersss <3 <3

Merry Christmas

2004-12-26T05:28:19Z

soo today was pretty boring.

but i got lots of cool stuff so that was good.

I got the coach bag i wanted yayy
my boots <3
an abercrombie track jacket
2 cute skirts from ae
a cute green sweater thing
a black pea coat
this really cute pink hat with those hangy bally things. haha
a matching scarf
some jeans from hollister
ohh and the pumas i wanted.
my aunt got me this really cute jacket, and my other aunt got me a bag, and a matching scarf from Banana Republic.
Andrews dad&step mom got me the hat i wanted from the Gap.
And he got me a Guess watch that i love <3

yeahh so im a loser, and did nothing whatsoever today, so i figured i would post what i got.
i watched Shrek 2 finallyyy, and Elf. Elf was soooo goood. i laughed so hard. i wanna watch it again. hah

so, it was a pretty good turnout this year.
now, hopefully me, kyr, and chris can get smashed when my parents go to sleep. i love my siblings <3 <3

later

<3

2004-12-22T05:03:15Z

Sunday was the most amazing day ever.

Me and Andrew went into the city.

We caught the 9:43 train in.

We got some breakfast, and then hit up Macy's.

That store is huge. theres like, 9 floors. it was nice

Then we went to H&M across the street. I was thinking about buying this really cute green blazer type jacket, but i wasnt sure how i felt about it looking on me, and i didnt want to spend Andrews money. haha so i didnt get it.

Then we walked up town.

We went into the gap, and he bought a few things.

We went to Toys R Us, and went into the Barbie mansion. haha it was fun. We walked through candyland. it was cute.

We went into quiksilver for like, 5 minutes, and left.

We were walking, and he pulls me over near him, and i hit into a little girl, and she started crying. haha i felt bad but i had to keep moving. you cant stop in that rush, you'll get run over. haha

We went to some other stores but i really dont remember.

We picked up the Tickets for Movin out at like, 2-ish.

It started at 3. That show is awesome. soo good. and the dancing and music are amazing. i highly recommend it for everyone. its so upbeat.

Afterwards we went to Applebees and ate dinner. it was really good. high quality applebees. haha

Then we went back to the Gap, and he bought me this really cute light green and white striped shirt. hes soo cute <3

So, we're walking back past times square, and it started snowing!!! i got soo happy, cause ive wanted it to snow foreverrrr. it was like, the cutest thing ever. haha

so, we walk over to fifth, and go past FAO Schwarz talking about TIMMMAY! "give me your garbage. by the way, you look GREAAAT!" hahah oh man.

We walked down to Rockafeller Center(hows that spelled?) and said hey to the tree haha.
there was a cool light show going on too.

Yeah, so we walked back to 7th, and down back to Penn.

We stopped at Starbucks, and got some coffee.

Then we went into old navy, and got some stuff.

i got these two green polos (oh and for some reason i love green all of sudden. but not waldbaums green) and they have these cute little whales on them. haha silly old navy. yeahh good bargains though. i bought his stuff, and he bought mine. it was cute.

So we got onto the train and had some good conversation. <3 <3 <3 he makes me soo happy

im gonna miss him when he's not here on Christmas. boo to that. stupid las vegas. but yeah, i cant complain. hes great. and thats all there is to say
:o)

sorry for being so sappy. haha

oh, Amanda Lynn, im waiting for you to come home.
and i saw Dena the other night. it was good times. and i met her boy. veryyy nice kid. i like him and she seems happy. yay Dena. hahhaha

aiight, im done. Laterrss
<3

okay..

2004-12-14T05:02:22Z

Gretchen Weiner

Which Mean Girl are you?
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so i know this is really lame, but i had to. i love that movie. haha

whatevss.

So, i think theres something wrong with me. like, yesterday, i could not stay awake for the life of me. and i had a horrible headache. i fell asleep on Andrews couch watching Lord of the Rings. haha
then my mom woke me up to get a freaking Christmas Tree.
yeah, so i went back after, and Andrew was making cookies. haha they were good. hes cute.
Dinner was verryy good.
Yeahh, so today, i had first and second free, so i decided i would go in for second. but, my phone was on silent, so i never heard the alarm. lamee.
i couldnt stay awake at all today.
i convinced my silk screen teacher that i had like, ebsteins bar or something, haha and i told him i would die unless i had caffeine. so he let me go buy coffee.
yeahhh i had practice which killed me.
then i went to work. i felt like i was there foreverrr.
Marcus, Damian, and Rich came in, and i made Damian steal starbursts. haha
I got a ride on Lavin's foot. it was good times.
Andrew came back to waldbaums at 10, and i followed him to the rinx.
i think im gonna go to more hockey games. theyre fun to watch.
we def. won..im just not sure what the score was. i think like, 8-2 or something. whoo knowss..

i need to do more christmas shopping. eep.

i cant wait for break, because i need time to rest. im wearing myself out.

and now its 12, and i should be sleeping.
yay i get to dress up tomorrow :o)
haha

Night <3

malpants @ 2004-12-11T19:49:00

2004-12-12T00:53:48Z

so, Thursday night i found out i got into Brockport :o) :o)

im soo happy.

i still have to send back my supplemental for oneonta, and i havent gotten anything from cortland.

soo last night we had a basketball game, and we lost. but, we played CI so i kinda expected that.
oh, and we were on bli the other night. cause were cool like that.

Me and Andrew decided to see Movin' out for Christmas. its gonna be alot of fun. i cant wait <3

yeahhh

Laterr

yayy

2004-12-07T02:39:14Z

so, i was accepted to Potsdam. its an exciting thing :o)

its so weird..like, college. ahh.

i really wanna hear from brockport...

yeahhh

<3

lkaj shjklghdb

2004-11-28T23:36:32Z

yeahhh so i havent updated this in forever....cause yeah.

nothings new.

im at Andrews. he smells...good :o)

later.

hahahha

2004-11-19T00:58:42Z

Only Kristen will be able appreciate this...

ErstenK: heart heart heart
x m a l pants x: i just, will never be able to picture him other than that fun loving coxboy.
x m a l pants x: haha
x m a l pants x: i meant
x m a l pants x: cowboy**
x m a l pants x: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
x m a l pants x: cox.
ErstenK: HAAHAHAHAHHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
ErstenK: profiling it

love ya girliee

malpants @ 2004-11-14T20:51:00

2004-11-15T01:57:05Z

yeah, i havent updated this shit in forever.

ive been very very busy.

Cheerleading like, everyday, and working when im not cheering.

Cant complain though, everythings going really well lately :o)

My boyfriend is amazing <3

I visited Brockport, and Oneonta this weekend. i REALLY like Brockport, and i talked to the Med tech professor. everything seems like a lot of fun there..cold, but fun. haha

yeah thats all i really needed to say..

until next time..

yeahh

2004-10-25T02:28:48Z

soo its been a really long week.

Went to Hofstra with Amanda on Wednesday to watch the band festival. it was good. I thought Hauppauge did a really good job. We left after NB though, cause it was getting really cold. I had fun. Wouldnt have been able to get there w/o her <3

Thursday i worked right after school until 6, then had to be at the high school at 7. so i went home, showered really quickly..then got there at like, 10 after 7. Practiced for like, 45 minutes..walked through the senior hallway to see what was going on..they were basically done decorating though, so i went home to pack, and do my hair. Got back to the high school by 8:30, and drove Michelle, Sara, Debra, and Alex to Michelles. We waited there for the rest of the team, and ate pizza. We went out trashing afterwards. It was A LOT of fun. good times good times. Michelle wore her batman glasses. Scott stalked the team, and chased us down townline. Def. toilet papered the house 4 houses down from andrew kennys house, instead of his..we were so close though. haha. Michelle ripped a no trespassing sign right off a pole, and stole an open house sign. shes crazy. the football team got like, everyones houses really good. Lyndsay had an oven on her lawn, Debra had like, the entire ice cream party shoppe on her lawn haha, and when we got back to Michelles, she had a toilet bowl on her lawn.
yeah, so cookies and rice krispie treats. soo good. hahah some team bonding..and sleep.

Next morning, woke up, came back here, cause everyone was taking forever in the bathroom and i had to pee soo bad. haha and i got ready. Went back to Michelles, and then left with everyone to get bagels.
We got in during 4th period, hung out in the commons for a little, saw Andrew, and then went to chamber.

5th pd. Mr wade tried to make me and Nicole read, but we talked the whole time.
6th, i went the bathroom, AKA the commons, and hung out with Nicole and Kristen. :)
We got out of 7th to get ready for the pep rally. it was fun. We did a really good job, and i was happy. all of the stunts stuck.

had practice from 3-5, then i went to waldbaums to pick up my check, which, the union dicked me over once again, and then to AC Moore to buy shirts to wear for the dance. Then i went to Nicoles to pick up shoes, and then i went and hung out with Andrew, but i only wound up being able to be there for like, a half hour.
Went home, ate some dinner, did my hair, and waited for Deb, and Sara to pick me up. We picked up Michelle and went to the dance. it was really lame. and some people are really funny when they dance.
We got Ralphs afterwards, and then Deb dropped me off.
Went to Tommys for a little, and then stopped by Andrews.

Sat morning i had practice from 11-1. But i left at 12. then i went with Andrew to his dads house to let the dogs out.

Got back to my house by like, 2:45, and i needed to be at the school by 3. packed everything really fast, and was there by 5 after.
The team got ready, and took a shuttle bus to Whipperwhil(?) to get ready for the parade.

the parade ended at 5, and i had to be on the track by 6.

Met up with Andrew, and ran to the track to tape signs to reserve seating for the marching band. hah
Went to Wendys, and ate in his car. :o) it was cute. and we saw Nicole Ferraro riding a moped in her kickline uniform. which made things really funny. haha

yeah, so i was late coming back, and i ran to the track. just as i was about to get to the cheerleaders, they started running towards me, and told me we were running a lap. SO i kept running. and i almost died. haha

The game was really good. We won! and Christina Bonlarron is a crackhead. haha but i love her anyway.

Went to Friendlys with like, all of Hauppauge..hah thats a slight exaggeration...and Balloon Man was there! it was funny. we talked to him.

Went to Andrews, and then i wound up just going home, cause i was dead.

Woke up today around 12-ish, ate breakfast with the fam. and cleaned my room

He came over at 3-ish. I had fun. it was a good day :o)

yeah soo im exhausted, and tmw i have school, practice, and then work. fun...not..
im out..
<3

haha okay, i couldnt let this go unrecognized...

2004-10-12T02:25:49Z

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chillerthanmostx: haha
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chillerthanmostx: and pointy
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chillerthanmostx: and its like crooked too
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:o)

2004-10-12T02:16:42Z

Yeahhh so it was a really good weekend..

Friday was the game, we lost, and Bellport sucks ass. i hate those people..

Afterwards, a big group of us went to the diner. i got banana pancakes again :o) hah good times. Andrew dropped me off..

Saturday me and Andrew went out to dinner with his dad, step mom, and Alexa. It was really good. We wound up renting Mickey Blue Eyes, and watching it at his house.. hahah 'eyyy foged aboud id..' hahah soo good.

Sunday, Me, Andrew, Sam, and Anthony went to Blydenburg. it was fun. Anthony fell in the mud. haha Andrew got really excited about the ducks haha
After we went to Forestbrook. they played basketball, and we went on the swings. I asked sam to be my girlfriend, and she said yes. hah

Me and Andrew came back here, and we ate dinner with the fam.
Got some Greek. it was good.

Chris asked me to take him and Rich to Hollywood Video. i started my car, it made a weird noise, so i turned it off. Then it wouldnt start back up :o( it was so upsetting.

We wound up doing nothing, and watched Secondhand Lions..its a cute movie..

Today, i had to cheer at a lame soccer game. and it was FREEZING. Me, Erica, Lyndsay, and Alanna got to leave early cause we went and tried out for competition.

Andrew picked me up, and we came back here, and i changed.
We went to his house, and hung out there for the day. I cut his hair, and then learned(kinda) how to play tennis. haha im such a spaz though. ohh well..
We went back to his house, and we peeled potatos. and i dropped one in the garbage hahah. gotta love me. :o)

yeah had dinner with his mom, grandma and sister. it was good.
hahah too many nuts.

yeah, so it was a really good weekend. and i dont want to go to school, or work tomorrow..

:o( boo to that..

okie, i need sleep..
Laterss

<3

yeahhh

2004-10-08T00:32:01Z

yeahh, ive been meaning to update for a while, but my computer was being lame, yet again.

So last saturday i had some people over. We wound up watching Sleepaway Camp. hahah SOOOOO GOOD.

yesterday i hung out with Amanda Lynn. good times. we went to waldbaums and visited Andrew :o) and alot of other cool people were there also. Then she bought me dinner at Taco Bell. thanks girl.
"Ohhh look!! its Gorgies!!" hahaha oh man.

Worked today. it wasnt bad, went pretty quickly. and i dont have to work until like tuesday. i was supposed to go up to Brockport this weekend, but my mom changed it to November. whatevv. works for me.

Theres finally another home game tomorrow. i like home games. And the band, and kickline are gonna be there. should be fun. Everyone should come. it starts at 7.

Eww yeah, so SATs are sat. morning. I have yet to study for them, and i dont think im gonna wind up doing it...im so bad when it comes to that stuff..i dunno man. its like, i just expect im gonna do better than what i got on the last one, but i seriously doubt that..

Oh so im trying out for the competition team..i dunno how thats gonna go..like, nobodys doing it. whatev. and me and Christina are gonna start gymnastics..cause i havent done a backhand spring in like, a year. haha

yeah this was pointless, and lots of rambling..and my mom wants me to go color her hair? i dunno

yeah this sucks..

Later.

Woop. ;o)

2004-09-26T23:50:20Z

Yeah, so it was DEFINITELY a reallyy good weekend.

Finally saw Jamie drunk, and let me tell you, its the funniest thing you will ever witness. hahah

BLUCK! hah Amanda, you crazy hoe.

yeahh everything was just really good.

:o)

im gonna go read. stupid CFE.

Ohhh im gonna learn how to actually play the piano :o) its exciting

Later kids <33

i dont know why i fucking tried.

2004-09-23T01:57:50Z

i hate when people pull STUPID shit.

it pisses me off.

so yeah, other than that, today was a good day. cant wait for this weekend.

i got shit on. ;o) hahahaha it sucked. maybe ill get co&ca tickets now..

Oh..

R.I.P Rupert <33333

Love Always,
NIPPLES

malpants @ 2004-09-19T21:42:00

2004-09-20T01:45:26Z

i have all these emotions as of late, and i dont know what they mean.

i dont know what to do.

everythings so confusing.

i dont want to end up hurting.

hmmm yeahhh

2004-09-14T00:42:56Z

Well..schools been good so far. i have free first, and then second everyother day.

I really like my Gov't class so far..

Yeah..soo tomorrow should be interesting...i have to leave here by 7 (hope that happens) pick up megan, then chris. then i have to find Sara, and get the sneakers. i dont get to leave after 8th, because i have a senior guidance thing 9th. Then i have the joy of eating some food(if i can fit it in), changing, and getting to work by 3. Then, HOPEFULLYYYYY i can leave early, and get to a football game by 7. AND THEN i get to do the 3 cheers that i know. hahaha ehh ill wing it..ive done it before. yeah soo...thats what my day entails tomorrow...

other than that...my life has been pretty normal...

and uninteresting.(if thats even a word)

so ill leave you with that..

Later.

party hardy. heh.

2004-08-29T05:36:45Z

yess so last night was quite eventful. Me and Sam calculated we stole almost 150 dollars worth of things from party hardy. but its okay..cause she works there. haha then we tried to sneak out of my house. that was a no-go. haha "we're stuck on the roof" we didnt really have anywhere to go..but ya know..the thrill of sneaking out..why the hell not.

Went to the mall today with my cousin and my sister.
got some cute things. they excite me. :o) heh

I think me and Jamie are making a trip tuesday to Roosevelt field..so anyone wanna join? and possibly century 21..cause sometimes they have diesels..and i need shoes. im not sure what i want though...hmph..

yeahh. so this thing is boring me as of late..and theres no point in me updating..cause its useless. ohh well..it gives me something to do from time to time.

ill prob. do it more once school starts..

yeah until whenever...

Laterr

blahh

2004-08-24T05:39:12Z

yeah...updating sucks..

maryland was cool...lots of fun with the fam. one drunken night.

Chilling with cool people..

summers almost over..no fun

lots of people leaving :o( also no fun.

working...kinda..no more old navy..which is a plus...

working more than 4 hours = Lame.

i need more money..so i can go shopping.
and i need to pay car insurance. boo to that.

oh my back right window fell down in my car. haha

yeahh thats basically everything..

Laterrr

xo

blegh

2004-08-05T20:00:35Z

i need to shower. hah

well, i got back from camp yesterday. im glad i went....but the whole time i was there, i just wanted to come home. i wanted to be able to drive my car. but yeahh..the camp part was pretty lame. learned some interesting dances...made the allstar thingy..
i had soo much fun with all the girls though. theyre the only reason im glad i went. there were only 15 people from hauppauge there. soo many didnt go. whatevss. i had a good time. Andrea was crazy. a good dancer i might add. she should def. hit up the taco bell dance offs some time. haha. We were rebels on the last night. at like, 11:30-ish, she called me..and i went into her and dominiques room. but i left my door open a little..my coach and one of the red shirt people were out, and talking. soo yeah i stayed in their room for like, an hour and half. haha then we had to pee. so after they were done talking, we left the room. but the coach was showering in one bathroom, and liz, and shauna were in the other. so we went up to the 4th floor because we heard it was abandoned. haha. yeah we like, ran in..peed..and ran out. we're cool kids.
yeah one of the nights there, someone peed on both bathroom floors. haha it was crazy. we were discussing it over dinner. we think it was someone from another team.
We made friends with some girls from New Hyde Park. they were funny. made fun of Tricia..the psycho freak. good impressions though. oh man i really think that girl was drunk.
hmm i really dont know where im going with this entry, and i dont feel like typing anymore..camp was fun. haha made some new friends, end of story.

i really need to shower...

later :)

oh..Amanda named my car Ron. because its Burgundy.

woop.

2004-07-30T21:13:09Z

yes, so i am now the owner of a 95 VW Jetta :o) im excited. hehe
its like a burgendy color. and its totally pimpin. yepp.

yay now i can go where i want to go with no hassels.

just wanted to update on that one. hah